Think of it this way... last time we talked I would literally hold onto the idea of this happening and that’s what got me by. You wanna believe there’s something better and something to keep going for, and sometimes in the back of your mind you’re afraid that maybe there isn’t really a light at the end of the tunnel, but there is, it just may not be what you thought.
I guess I can go further into these thoughts later but I just wanted to give you a lil update. I hope to whoever reads this, you can see growth and hopefully it gives you some inspiration or motivation or hope to just keep going as well! But I must say, getting her wasn't easy. You don't get here overnight and without losing it a few times... you have to keep trying and keep going everyday if you expect a change or to reach some kind of silver lining. Of course you also need to take a sec to allow yourself to recharge, to heal, to take a break, that's part of the journey too and learning how and when and that that you're worth self-compassion. You do your best and the rest will grant you what you deserve.